well its a new month and i have news!

well i didnt fail anything this last semester. summer school is halfway over abras and my 11th moon is tonight, i just cleaned the house... um... yea.. Nach has been pretty... well behaved Cin andi need to hang out sometime this week to do liek a major work out/burn out session.. we havnt been sleepign well so i figure hell lets fight/practice till we cant stay awake.


mmmmm... seeds...

was playign wiff my g-mas printer the other day and she said i can use it at my leisure so im ganna be scanning a few of my stuff here eventually... shhh Neo.. ill show you asap okay? calm down..

well i gtg tiem for a short nap before Abra gets here. <3

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i walk dwn stairs in my jammies, makign myself a hotpocket, yea know the best snack to make at 10:30 at night.. and there she is again. This cutest little girl stands there quiet as a mouse with a twisted face, her cheeks are dirty from running around outside and red bags under her eyes form crying.. So i tunr around to face away from her, hot pocket in one hand and holdign up jeans with the other. Seeing these things on a dayly basis dont bother me much but this little girl has a feeling of childlike frustration. the younger ones are usually the most dangerous.. with not having the idea of what is wrong and right they do what they want.. I stay as calm as possible as she walks behind me, reaching at the back of my shirt. Light after light i turn them off and she grows quicker behind me. I look behind to see where she has gone and her face has changed. There is a gash in her right cheek to expose her side teeth. So with a gulp i continue up the stairs and turn on the lights at the top. She is there in front of me with her flesh back on her face till i enter my room. with the weak walls i have put up she stands out side for hour snow. She's there even as i type.. she stands begging for something. Either help to leave or a cute for her injury. Hopfully ill find what she needs before to long because not being able to sleep is getting kinda old..

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so abra went back to school yesterday
the shit in my head is tearing us apart

spring break started on thursday and already im bored
my friends are busy and my bike is busted
not to sure what to do with myself
i think im make this a camera week.

Cause i just made a deal with my pops that he can take my camera or a week to mexico and he had to get me four rechargeable batteries hells yea

easter was fine ate with my mom for once watched pirates of the Caribbean 2 and 3 lame right?

well thought id give an update <3

i gots a ledder in da mail todah. twas fram da boah o mah drems

it said al the i loves yous and thank yous and it made the second almost perfect again... 5 weeks left till abra comes home and tomarrow is valentines day. I'm not sad.. just disappointed. ya know? what are all of you doing for st. v day?

our hero

My hero doesn't have super powers but a powerful heart
the hero of my dreams would pinch me to realize its not a dream at all
this hero doesn't have to speak to say it all

my hero is as selfless as humanly possible
this hero teaches others to be heroes too
the hero who lives far away but is always there

my hero talks to me when he cant fix it all
this hero breaks down and realizes when his faults
my hero knows when there is somethings wrong with other
but forgets when hes not fine himself

My hero thinks about giving up sometimes
this hero has a family and works hard to get food on the table
the hero that a few of us know needs our help sometimes

our hero isn't super but human. still he is our hero

<3